Shaking with rage, if you really want to know. Or if you don't.
So, will somebody tell me?
Everybody's posting... strange things. More than usual. Classes canceled, Kitty crying, I heard her.... Jamie and Manuel are talking about love-spells and Amanda.
I know feeling shouldn't always mean doing, and I don't think I did worse than say things I shouldn't, but I did that and I felt like I had fever most of the afternoon; I couldn't study and I kept wanting to go find Doug. I like him, but I've always known there was no point fancying him; he's always been after lasses already taken, seems like, and nothing like me anyway. I'd only be upset if I did -- I've no idea why it doesn't put him off them, for that matter. Never mind. I wouldn't have thought he'd do something like this, but if he did, I want to know.
I want to know what happened, and why, and how -- well, not the details if 'twas magic, but something -- and who I have to stop wanting to hurt.
So, will somebody tell me?
Everybody's posting... strange things. More than usual. Classes canceled, Kitty crying, I heard her.... Jamie and Manuel are talking about love-spells and Amanda.
I know feeling shouldn't always mean doing, and I don't think I did worse than say things I shouldn't, but I did that and I felt like I had fever most of the afternoon; I couldn't study and I kept wanting to go find Doug. I like him, but I've always known there was no point fancying him; he's always been after lasses already taken, seems like, and nothing like me anyway. I'd only be upset if I did -- I've no idea why it doesn't put him off them, for that matter. Never mind. I wouldn't have thought he'd do something like this, but if he did, I want to know.
I want to know what happened, and why, and how -- well, not the details if 'twas magic, but something -- and who I have to stop wanting to hurt.
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Date: 2004-02-17 04:00 pm (UTC)...
Date: 2004-02-17 04:05 pm (UTC)It was not Doug's fault, that I am sure of.
Certain. Completly sure. I .. do not know a better word to say this.