Will somebody please tell me exactly what's going on?

Shaking with rage, if you really want to know. Or if you don't.

So, will somebody tell me?

Everybody's posting... strange things. More than usual. Classes canceled, Kitty crying, I heard her.... Jamie and Manuel are talking about love-spells and Amanda.

I know feeling shouldn't always mean doing, and I don't think I did worse than say things I shouldn't, but I did that and I felt like I had fever most of the afternoon; I couldn't study and I kept wanting to go find Doug. I like him, but I've always known there was no point fancying him; he's always been after lasses already taken, seems like, and nothing like me anyway. I'd only be upset if I did -- I've no idea why it doesn't put him off them, for that matter. Never mind. I wouldn't have thought he'd do something like this, but if he did, I want to know.

I want to know what happened, and why, and how -- well, not the details if 'twas magic, but something -- and who I have to stop wanting to hurt.

To Doug, since his email blocked me even with the real address

Och, Dougie, don't be an idiot. As far as I can tell, nobody really thinks you spread the stuff about -- maybe a few people who are especially partial to Amanda, but I think they mostly don't like anyone being angry about what we're sure she did.

I don't believe you're the kind of person who'd do this, not on purpose anyway. Even if 'tis just because I don't want to, I don't believe this was what you wanted. And I do think I've got real reasons not to.

I'm sure Amanda will be all right, too. Mr. Wisdom's quite right that others have done worse or things that could have gone worse and come through just fine -- sometimes they've got off easier than people who did things that seemed less. I admit I complained it didn't seem fair one of those times, to Reverend Craig. He reminded me about the Prodigal Son. Anyhow, she didn't even join Magneto, and this wasn't a prank relating to somebody's powers, so I doubt you need to worry about her. As much as you worry all the time, you're probably much more upset than she is.

There's no point arguing, anyway, so I think I'll go for a run while they try to work out who did use it, and what else they might have put where.

OOC note: Post in relation to this email, naturally.